792

For day #792, I have scheduled my Miller Analogy Test for Grad School.  I have been putting this last piece of the puzzle off for some time.  I am not sure why... negative opinions from others as to this calling/my abilities/the wisdom of it all.  I recently have completed some 'soul searching' work for a Bible Institute class that has one conclusion screaming at me...I want the rest of my life reflecting what I have always known deep down was the call on my life...helping others.  It's hard to explain, but it's almost like breathing for me.  I get no greater pleasure than being part of someones growth. So to start, I have to have the tools necessary to get to that place.  Funny thing...Jesus has been telling me all along that this is where He wants me and I've not heeded His guiding.  No wonder I've been miserable to a degree.

One other nugget for today...I recently challenged a friend to spend this week looking for ways the Lord has pursued her heart.  We commented how easy it can be to get caught up in the pursuit of a man and how tough it can be to appreciate that same pursuit from our Savior.  This morning He pursued me into a time of sweet, sweet prayer in such a cool God-Carla way.  You see, He knows how much I love His creation...especially animals.  I love to watch birds, butterflies, and I can even appreciate nasty snakes as a fascinating creature. Of course, Coco is nothing but a gift from Jesus to me!  After sleeping through a monstrous thunder/lightning storm last night, I was quietly awakened by the most amazing song bird sitting in the tree right outside of my bedroom this morning. It put a smile on my face instantly and started a wonderful time of thanking Him for all He does for me.  The Lord used that beautiful melody to draw my heart to His. All I can say is amazing love!