Day 6 - Dinner

Dinner was good,  but not spectacular. I found enough time to wolf down these:

Yep...steak tacos from Los Ranchitos.  The reason for the quick dinner is because I had to get ready for this:

These women are incredible and I am so fortunate to count them as friends! There were even more that came after my photo ops...sorry I didn't get you all in! Just know you are all the reason for this smile tonight:

Thanks for such encouragement tonight!

Day 5 - 10 a.m.

Yep...this was my 10 a.m. photo.  So much in this picture makes me smile.  Coffee... Pike's Place from Starbuck's is a new fav  - thank you Women's Retreat Team (most likely Jackie Jenks!) for this new addiction!  The Keurig... this has been a well used addition to our kitchen area at work.  This can be an early morning "water cooler" of sorts for our crew as we get caught up on the happenings in each other's lives while we wait for our java.  The mug...this was a gift from one of my 'other' moms, Caroline Ault.  I LOVE it and it kinda scares me that she knows me this well! Mickey and animal print.  It reminds me of the MANY travels I have had with the Ault/Ewing crew to Disney with a few Andersons, a Farr, a Sparks and an Avalos sprinkled in the mix!

It's a good day.

Day 4 - Strangers

This was admittedly a difficult photo subject.  I wouldn't ever feel comfortable taking picture of a random stranger.  So I decided to think outside of the box on this one and it came to me after a conversation today.  This week has been an emotionally rough one.  Two families in my church have been dealing with some difficult and tragic events over the past couple of days.  The types of things that leave you going to your knees in intercession for those who are hurting deeply.  Just a week that has left me dragging, and it's only Wednesday!

Today I was running some errands over my lunch break and stopped in to pick up a gift for a little boy who is part of one of the aforementioned families. I was in search of a horse for my buddy, Keith, and I stopped in a local farm supply store because they carry some very cool toys that would appeal to him,  I found the perfect draft horse that I imagine K will clutch in his little hands and was headed to the checkout when one of the store proprietors, Drue, greeted me in her usual upbeat manner.  Have I mentioned lately how much I enjoy working in the community that I do?  It's people like Drue that are the reason for that enjoyment!  As we bantered back and forth about winter and snow, the conversation turned to the reason for my purchase.  I shared the story and immediately Drue asked for a name so that she could pray.  I then shared the other news and she pulled out a piece of paper, wrote all of these heart hurting burdens and said she would pray.  Don't you just love that?  These people are strangers to her and she doesn't know them at all, but she knows Jesus and that's all she needed to know.

It's true that we all begin as strangers, but with Jesus we become family.

Day 3 - Hands

While I did not take this photo today, it is so appropriate for not only the assignment for today, but also for the heaviness of my heart.  Last night I got one of those text messages that I hate getting.  It was a prayer request for a child of some sweet friends who is experiencing some undetermined health issues.  As is typical for me, I want to rush into fix it mode for them but there is absolutely nothing I can do to make this all better...except pray.  So, I am joining hands with others who love this family and we are praying without ceasing.  I am hoping to go see them at the hospital tomorrow and hold my friend, Kelli's hand to let her know that I care about her mommy heart and how it must be hurting. My hands will deliver a gift to my buddy Keith to cheer him up.  Friends, will you please join me in praying for Tyler, Kelli and Keith as they travel this path? Thanks.

Day two: Words

Words. As Maria would sing...these are a few of my favorite things! I enjoy learning new words, doing word studies to understand nuances of their meaning, and almost of all how they can change me. The above set of words are taped into the inside cover of my Bible. They were said to me by someone who isn't given to speaking many words, so they have held a special place because I know he meant every one that he scribed. They have been a good reminder to be careful with over using words that could come across as flattery and they have cheered me on when I believed that I was worthless.  As one whose love language is words of affirmation, they have spoken the gift of agape love to my heart over the years. They are taped into my Bible because it is there that I find the best words of all... Words that give life, that correct my thinking when the Accuser whispers lies to me, and give direction to keep me walking on the correct path.  

Proverbs 15:23 - A man hath joy by the answer of his mouth and a word spoken in due season how good is it!

Day One: My View Today

My friend, Missy, has again issued a challenge for a photo a day during the month of February.  I have been inspired by another friend, Jackie, and her photos and decided to combine a photo and writing.  It would have been very easy to take a picture of the weather as we had a gorgeous snowfall overnight and it was what I was going to do. However, I got to church and immediately changed my mind. This morning was abuzz with activity. This is not unusual. There are parents shuttling kids to children's church, teachers welcoming those children into a well prepared classroom with a game or discussion, and adults in the coffee shop enjoying coffee and conversation. Today's view was a snapshot of what we do and the extent to which we go to draw others in. It's all about relationship. We have a yearly Super Bowl party for the Monmouth College Football Team. The coffee shop is turned into a football field where the game will be shown on a large screen and a ton of food served. There will be prizes given away and hopefully the players will feel that they matter. The other view is of two of our women getting into character to sign up ladies for the Hearts at Home conference. They make it fun and inviting! Yep, it's all about relationship and not about religion. It's about relationship with Jesus, not about traditions that have no saving power. It's about deepening relationships with each other. Sometimes it's messy. Sometimes it's hard. Sometimes it hurts. That's because it's a group of fallible humans. But in the end, it's a most wonderful place because He is a the center of it all! I love my Church family!

The peacock

I am an odd duck.  I just needed to get that out of the way, to which some of you are telling me to tell you something you don't already know. As I have shared before, I strive to have a unique relationship with the Lord and sometimes I go to him with the oddest of requests.  Yesterday was one of those days.

The women at my church have just come off our yearly retreat weekend.  It was amazing.  It was hard. It was emotionally draining. It was beautiful! I have been full out exhausted from it.  Between the emotional and physical exhaustion, I have been a experiencing a wide array of emotions.  One moment I am critical, the next I am crying.  Later I will be angry in one second, and repentant in the next.  I don't like it.  I want to be sober minded.  I want to have those feelings under control at all times. Well, lack of sleep coupled with deep soul bearing moments are the perfect storm for my other personality to rear it's irrational head.  This personality was in control when I was driving to work yesterday as I poured out my hurts to the Lord.  I was asking Him to once again show me that he loves me, that I matter to him...that I just needed something to build my faith.  If you've read my blog in the past, you  may know that God and I have a bird thing.  I have often asked him to let me see a bird on my way to work or home. It's our thing.  So, I retreated to my normal patterns and asked to see a bird.  The bird that came to mind was a peacock.  Yes, a peacock.  When it came to mind, I laughed.  It's winter and I don't know who would have peacocks out this time of year.  I also didn't think they were a 'wild' bird common to Illinois. Crazy.  But I couldn't quit thinking of the peacock.  So, I laid it out there.  Lord, I want to see a peacock.  I laughed and then started to debate the lunacy of that request.  After all, God's got better things to do than produce a peacock for me to see.  Plus, the question that often lurks when I request from Him bubbled up... I know you can do it Lord, but I doubt that you will do it for me. Ugh. He has proven over and over that He loves me so much, that He has protected me from so much, that He cares about the smallest details in my life. And here I come asking for one more time for Him to prove it to me...again.

So the debate began and I was determined to trust Him to show me a peacock on my way to work.  I am intently looking to the left and right as I drove to the office.  I kept telling Him that I believe that He will answer this ludicrous request. I did see a magnificent eagle and promptly thanked Him for that! As I pull into the drive, I smiled thanking Him for listening to my crazy.  It was silly to ask such a thing, I tell Him.  It's just my emotions talking, I say.  This was one of those requests that He opted not to answer.  I was making my way to my office and I cut through one of my co-workers office.  A colorful object on her desk caught my eye.  Yep.  The bell in the above picture.  A peacock. I stopped dead in my hurried tracks.  A peacock.  Seriously...a peacock!

I had never seen that bell on her desk, so I went to ask her if it has always been there and I'd just not noticed. She said no, that she'd just put it there.  I couldn't help but laugh...kind of like Sarah when she was told in her old age that she would have a child.

My take away from this?  That I have a God that loves my quirky self!  Coincidence? NOT ON YOUR LIFE!  He chose to answer my prayer in the affirmative, but in a way that taught me so much... that He loves me, that He listens, and most importantly, He answers prayers in His own timing and way.  My job is to be diligent and watch...but not to expect that it will be delivered in the way I think it should be.  He is God and He calls the shots in my life. I love it and I love Him!!

Colossians 4:2: Continue in prayer, and watch in the same with thanksgiving